Wowwee, it’s been almost two weeks since I last posted here!
I am not, in any way, happy to admit it, but I’ve been having some serious anxiety issues lately that seemingly appeared out of nowhere. I know myself well enough to know the root[s] of these problems, but my body has been in panic mode for the past week now, and for the time being, prescription drugs are the only answer to avoid passing out, breakdowns, heart problems, vomiting, and everything else that comes along with this shit, until I see even more doctors.. Fun times indeed.
Despite the constant chaos I’ve been experiencing, I am having a good Valentines Day [even though I really, really hate this holiday]. I spent some time with my sister, and she even gave me some pretty pink tulips, which are now sitting on my desk, waiting to bloom. It really made my day… my entire week, actually.
And as always, I have so many things I am thankful for…
my mom [will be seeing her tomorrow].
everyone who has been so supportive in my anxious state
grilled cheese sandwiches + veggie soup